Another day

Well, my knee is still giving me a little bit of grief, but the rest of my grief is based on personal issues that are side-tracking me.  I am smiling my way through it and trying to not let the stress of it get to me.  Weight wise, I am not sure how much I have lost, but I haven't gained, so that's something.  I will be weighing myself on Friday to find out and then I am going to start to keep track.  Anyway, I've been eating lots of stoneyfield yogurt when I get hungry because of the stress in my life, that is about all I can keep down. 

Lalalalalala

Well, let's see, last Wed night, I slipped while walking in the rain.  I caught myself on my car door, but, unfortunately, I bumped my knee on my car door when I tried to catch hold of something to break my fall......lol, how funny is that?!?!  I didn't think I did any damage, no bruises or anything, but, my knee was killing me the next day, so, I had to stay home and ice it all weekend.  No class for me...I am feeling better, so, I am going to re-dedicate my time and energy to feeling the burn...Hope everyone has a nice night...

Well....

So, my Aunt Flo came to visit, explains alot, lol....I have been feeling poochy and just generally funky and I should have guessed....I'm feeling bloated, moody and restless and I think I'm in need of a chick-click, something funny to make me feel better....I still weigh 235, so will just chill out and re-focus!

Ho-hum, another day.....yada, yada, yada.....

So, I weighed myself, still down from original starting place, but more than I like, 235lbs.  Still, I can't complain to much, especially as I've done nothing lately.  I have hit the gym off and on, but not on a daily basis like before.  I'm giving myself a little bit of a break, as I have been sick with some kind of flu bug, so, another couple of days and I should be right as rain.....

So....

Well, I started my journey at 299.8lbs and I am now slightly less....around 235...I will definitely weigh myself in the morning.  I lost my most of it, just by increasing my activity level and decreasing what I put in my mouth....lol.  It's soooo easy, NOT!!  I think the hardest thing was actually following through and not blaming things around me for my descent back to the "Fat-side"  It's so easy to say well, I had a bad day, hmm, that twinkie is going to ease my pain, when the reality is, it just makes the 400 calories you burnt off at the gym a waste of time.  So, now that I am like 60lbs thinner, I am only 100lbs away from my final goal.  I want to be the cute, hot girl, not the cute fat girl, as shallow as that might sound.  And, not only that, I want to be able to be active without feeling like I'm going to keel over after walking the block around my house.  So, every time I meet a goal of 10lbs, I am going to reward myself.  Lots of little things, a manicure, pedicure, a new lipstick, etc.  So, tomorrow is the first day of my official new start, no more excuses, no more whining-(well, not much, LOL), and no more living on the sidelines watching life pass me by....