Ooookkaaayyy...

So, been feeling yucky and just generally down on myself, I'm down to a size 18-(YAY), but I seem to be stuck and unmotivated....The winter weather is here, I'm cooking tons of sweets in the kitchen, trying not to eat them, stick to my diet, go to class and I'm feeling overwhelmed....HELP!!!!!  Okay, now I feel better, lol, not really, but, I am going to start tomorrow with a bright smile, try to get all my goals accomplished, stick to it and stay on track...So, that's my life in a nutshell....Guess I should get "cracking" hahahaha, made myself laugh...Good night all....

Finally.....

I'm so happy Christmas is just around the corner.....I have some decorations up inside, now I have only the tree to finish and finishing the lights outside.  Then, I will be done!! On the diet front, not to bad considering the holiday.  The only thing I had a problem staying away from was the fresh bread, lol....The turkey and sides, not so much!!!  I'm down another clothing size, so all in all, GREAT!!

Another day

Well, my knee is still giving me a little bit of grief, but the rest of my grief is based on personal issues that are side-tracking me.  I am smiling my way through it and trying to not let the stress of it get to me.  Weight wise, I am not sure how much I have lost, but I haven't gained, so that's something.  I will be weighing myself on Friday to find out and then I am going to start to keep track.  Anyway, I've been eating lots of stoneyfield yogurt when I get hungry because of the stress in my life, that is about all I can keep down. 

Lalalalalala

Well, let's see, last Wed night, I slipped while walking in the rain.  I caught myself on my car door, but, unfortunately, I bumped my knee on my car door when I tried to catch hold of something to break my fall......lol, how funny is that?!?!  I didn't think I did any damage, no bruises or anything, but, my knee was killing me the next day, so, I had to stay home and ice it all weekend.  No class for me...I am feeling better, so, I am going to re-dedicate my time and energy to feeling the burn...Hope everyone has a nice night...

Well....

So, my Aunt Flo came to visit, explains alot, lol....I have been feeling poochy and just generally funky and I should have guessed....I'm feeling bloated, moody and restless and I think I'm in need of a chick-click, something funny to make me feel better....I still weigh 235, so will just chill out and re-focus!

Ho-hum, another day.....yada, yada, yada.....

So, I weighed myself, still down from original starting place, but more than I like, 235lbs.  Still, I can't complain to much, especially as I've done nothing lately.  I have hit the gym off and on, but not on a daily basis like before.  I'm giving myself a little bit of a break, as I have been sick with some kind of flu bug, so, another couple of days and I should be right as rain.....

So....

Well, I started my journey at 299.8lbs and I am now slightly less....around 235...I will definitely weigh myself in the morning.  I lost my most of it, just by increasing my activity level and decreasing what I put in my mouth....lol.  It's soooo easy, NOT!!  I think the hardest thing was actually following through and not blaming things around me for my descent back to the "Fat-side"  It's so easy to say well, I had a bad day, hmm, that twinkie is going to ease my pain, when the reality is, it just makes the 400 calories you burnt off at the gym a waste of time.  So, now that I am like 60lbs thinner, I am only 100lbs away from my final goal.  I want to be the cute, hot girl, not the cute fat girl, as shallow as that might sound.  And, not only that, I want to be able to be active without feeling like I'm going to keel over after walking the block around my house.  So, every time I meet a goal of 10lbs, I am going to reward myself.  Lots of little things, a manicure, pedicure, a new lipstick, etc.  So, tomorrow is the first day of my official new start, no more excuses, no more whining-(well, not much, LOL), and no more living on the sidelines watching life pass me by....